December 2009
26 posts
it hurts.
I used to be that girl. That only girl you used to love & give things too. I used to be that girl that you always would be with. I used to be that girl you would always love talking too.
But that ship has sailed and it’s sinking fast. Now you have other girls. I know it’s just me thinking this. I know I’m your girlfriend, but I kind of feel different. I just feel like...
what happened?
I’d do anything just to be with you. i told you i gave my heart out to you. i told you how much I’ll always love you. i told you everything. i did anything just for you not break it off… but why me? how come when it came to me trying to give up because I’m taking the blame for what your making me feel. I’m making myself so stupid just because I’m hurting by...
Sigh Dx
It’s another day, & another day of blah. It’s Friday! (: another night for him to call, but of course again he tells me he might not; that he’s tired. Sometimes it makes me think… Think things like he probably doesn’t even wanna talk. You know, it hurts bcuz basically all I ask for is just to be able to talk to him at night like we used too. Well it’s not...
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He’s usually that guy I would turn to crying & he’d ask what’s wrong. Or he’d force out the things that I can’t say. But lately…? Seems different, like it’s not the same as it used tew. Or how I wanted it to be. I would tell him, but idk how. At times when I do talk or explain we end up arguing. I hate arguing!
I just miss how it used to be. I guess...
489. my friend just got out of hospital because...
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491. i sit around & i wonder if i'm ever good...
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493. my life sucks but i'm still holding on.
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492. I'm so sick of being trampled on, every time...
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It would be nice to come first for once
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I hate it when people misunderstand a situation...
aaahvxbby:
yojenelra:
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it hurts.
what hurts the most is how much i love you, but sometimes i don’t get it back. how much i just want to be with you, but i feel like you don’t at times. how i want to talk to late in the night like we used tew, to bring back all the memories, but you don’t want at times. how it hurts a lot on the things you do to me, but all i can do is just keep it to myself. how much i...
Today
Was an awesome day <3 I had fun with my friends. Although, all we did was just wait to take a Christmas photo booth picture with all of us. haha, there was too much of us so we split up in groups. And all our pictures were nice <3
*sigh, i just miss Jerome, but I’m glad that i spent this day with my friends <3 wow there was like 26 of us. haha my number <3 but still glad...
Good Night Everyone <3
~melle._.
i miss him
Well things get more difficult everytime.
I Miss Him Every Single Day!
Actually, it’s more than just missing him.
I feel pain, I want to cry, & somehow I need him with me.
blah, this didn’t make sense,
but it’s hard to explain what i actually feel.
*sigh.
anyhow, school? it was raining & wet everywhere.
stayed in the library for photo booth thing
then...
Please don't take off credit, that's why there's a...
fuckyeahstreetwear:
lolwowmom:
fuckyeahstreetwear:
I feel bad for Tasha and people that creates things but they don’t get credit for it :/
<3 I’m mentioned on fuckyeahstreetwear!
xD It’s alright, I’m not too bummed because of it. Anyone could have done it. Kinda irritated me that someone went out of their way to take off the credit though.
haha yeah but thats pretty much what most...
Today.
I realized what kind of friends I had & what kind of friends I wanted. The weirdest was most of my friends upgraded to other friends. I didn’t mean that in like I want them to myself, but the think is they don’t come to me anymore. Like I’m nothing to them, but guess I shouldn’t blame them. I haven’t been the best friend around anymore. It’s just so damn...
:(
why is it that when we argue?
I’m the one that gets backfired?
i don’t get it anymore, you alwaize win.
i quit, >.< don’t wanna argue.
it’s like I’m alwaize wrong.
you tell me that I’m the best.
but when we argue about something i ask you to do,
but your lasy to do it.
you tell me I’m demanding? what is that?
I’m the one getting hurt...