I have been dreaming about my ex. The ex that I was with for 3 almost 4 years until I fucked it up. Idk why though, is there a sign or what? It kinda freaks me out.
As of now, it’s 2:05 sept 16, 2013
It’s suppose to be our 7 years, maybe that’s why he’s been popping in my mind.
Ugh, I kinda want it to go away. I have no business thinking of him, but truth be told…. You never forget your first love.
I wish I could though, it’s kinda sad that’s why.
But what’s weird is, I can’t forget about him and yet I forgot about the recent ex. Like there was nothing there and we lasted 2 years and I even got close to his family and we hung out a lot.
And somehow our memories faded really fast..
I don’t get it? D:
I’m happy with where I’m at now and who I’m with now though. I could not have imagined it any better. I just wanted to vent here…